Entries for June, 2006

June 2nd, 2006

Finally..

After a long long time, I was able to get a new PC here in the office...FINALLY. After all the long process, awaiting for the approvals to come...darn ITS HERE! Now I'm just so excited because it is faster!! haha......

Toast to me..

Me want to shop... haha...
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June 4th, 2006

Shopping!

Wahaha..finally punished myself by doing some shopping!! oh...I want to buy lots of new shoes unfortunately everything I laid my eyes upon was out of size...DARN!! Those things should be banned if all sizes are not available...they just make a girl so dissapointed...

Anyhoo, I troubled myself today by going with my mom to Astoria Plaza in Ortigas..had a hearty(as if!!) buffet lunch (for FREE!) and was listening sooooooo long...for this guy about this 'club membership' which in the end, made us very interested, given that the price wasn't that expensive..plus (and this is so cool!) we got free accomodations for a whole week at either Bali Indonesia or Bangkok Thailand! (for 2) wow!! Amazing!! I surely will not miss the opportunity of using that free gift certificate and booking ourselves in a 5-star hotel.... oh--lala......oh, before going there, we went to Galleria and well...VNC, SCHU (didnt carry my shoe size) Janylin (was way...um...too Janylin already), Charles & Keith (ugly designs right now, trust me...)

So we went home and I forced my sister to go with me to SM North...which was WAY WAY CROWDED...the whole department store was crying out for some floor space because people population was just way too mcuh!! I think since classes will start tomorrow, almost everyone who needed to buy the last-minute-back-to-school-stuff was there! Ugh...

Was able to buy 2 work-worthy pants...I love them...and a necklace (in Galleria) courtesy of my mom...she was able to buy 2 shoes in return...darn...I was the one with the shoe-to-buy-schedule! Oh, was able to buy a magazine too...

There goes my lovely Sunday...I'm so looking forward for my Sat night with the BG's!! (short for: beautiful goddesses) harhar...see yah guys!

love yah!
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June 5th, 2006

When you are bored...

Who you gonna call?

... neopets.com


haha...
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June 9th, 2006

DARN

I hate today...

This could be the "Bad Day" Daniel Powter was referring to when he sang the song...

WE started in a bad tract..
bad traffic...
late..
bad moods...

my office partner is absent..
lots of transaction..
totally BAD.

and if things could get worst?
please just give it today... I dont want to sacrifice my long weekend by crying around and just ranting about the b***shitness of life.

I want to be happy.

Okay, if today i won't be granted of that happiness...at least let my weekend be.
Posted by joanna at 06:12 PM | comments?

June 11th, 2006

I thought....

just to clear things, i started the fight...

it's over...

God I was scared....
so so scared.

I was crying the hell out of me...up all night and til this morning...those harsh words he said to me? it was like a torch in my heart. I couldnt help but to read those messages again and again... i couldn't believe he was able to say all of those stuff to me...it hurts so much..namura pa niya ako and was shouting to me...gawd...kakatakot talaga...i don't want that to happen again...shit..i was so scared..god knows how scared i was...I never thought someone could do that to me...

Good thing he called this morning and apologized, for everything...

I don't know why I love him so much...
there are just somethings you can't simply explain...
it's like it supposed to be simple, yet it is so hard to explain.

I love my honey so much.....so much that it hurts whenever we fight...
it hurts when he say some harsh words that he really does not mean...it hurts when he is cold to me..

God, I'm turning to a love-sick person...

But I love this life, because everyday it brings happiness to me...
everyday with him is a blessing....an exciting day....a day that is complete and memorable...

Posted by joanna at 12:51 PM | 3 shout out(s)

June 12th, 2006

bugger...

yesterday night was a total black-out....it was freakin' hot...

my mp3 died so goodbye to good music on a boring, hot night...
my howe's phone was down so i got no one to talk to. My other friends where out of the house, no phone at home, or busy with their own little howe's. Darn! Life could get any better if i wish.

went to the grocery yesterday...I really enjoyed shopping for LOTS and LOTS of food...hum.. but honestly? this past few days have been a sort-of- "diet" days..I mean, like yesterday...i have no intention of eating and my stomach just agreed with me. No churning or any hurling sounds...it was not hungry even if i didnt eat breakfast (which was supposed to be the important meal of the day)...hum...resistance resistance... at night? Well, goodbye rice... REALLY!

Anyhoo...i felt like my boyfriend is kinda hiding or staying away from me? why? I dont even know why im feeling like this...maybe because the whole day he hasn't text, ring, or whatever anything to me. Yesterday we weren't able to talk except for the mini-call he did to my cell. After that? boy-oh-boy.....nada..only a few minor exchanges of text. I've asked him to come here...well he isn't here...maybe later? I don't know..i just feel like it...oh....boy....

He was busy this whole morning that is why he told me he wasn't even able to text me...figures..their house had this "anay" (what's that in english?--geesh...poor me...) thing...so they have to totally change the whole first floor of their house...haha...

6:51

He just left around 615...i dont want him to leave...i feel so alone again..ngyaks! I miss him agad haha...

Posted by joanna at 12:05 PM | comments?

What I wrote for PAM


*thought i will just post it here too*

Dear Pam,

yeah..kinda note type?
I miss you so so much...anyways whatever you do i want you to be in one piece when you get back here...we miss you so much...plus you're too pretty to be closing your door (and I am not saying this because we are friends, but bec its the truth) And I know you...don't want to fall in love? I guess you will when you find that "someone" for you...the real "someone" who will care and take care of you. Don't worry I know he is just somewhere out there.

You know? recently i had a major breakdown...yeah, problem with him. Totally breakdown na i cried from night til morning...it was such a difficult thing to experience..i really thought it was over...yup..it came to that point na give up na ako because grabe siya when he was mad...he was shouting and saying harsh words to me...I was too shock..so did my sister who somewhat heard our conversation kc we were shouting at each other...god...it was terrible I couldn't sleep..I was really shocked at everything and was crying so hard...the next day he called and apologized..for everything he said...he told me he didn't mean it..gawd...di ko tlga alam ung gagawin ko..i was in no intention going to eat..i was even thinking of *******. grabe i was really really hopeless...I was thinking of calling you pero expensive, bka lalo akong maloka..plus it was kinda midnight to morning...i might just bother you. but all of it ended well naman., thank god. so i guess there will always be hope. so don't loose one. Plus! we are always here for you!!

Poor you inaatake ka na naman ng migraine mo? hay...ingatan mo nmn ung sarili mo..try to stay alive coz alot of people misses you here!!


love lots,
lauie!!
Posted by joanna at 12:20 PM | 1 shout out(s)

June 14th, 2006

People are People

I got this idea from pauee... (who can relate to me?!? - haha!)

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anyhoo...I was going home alone and while in the MRT i saw this cute couple...because they are so sweet...well not the PDA type of sweetness that could make people say "hey get a room" , but the sweetness that they are really in-love with each other. i miss those moments, because, with my current situation i can't do that...i'm hopping that when time comes i'll resume to that? haha...what i meant was the obvious sweetness that - "hey-this-is-my-girl/boy friend-and-i-am-proud-to-be-with-her" type. also the one you can freely hold hands in the mall or him arms around your waist..*hay*...

it makes me wonder sometimes..may howe ba talaga ako ngayon? (yup, i know i have) but with the past kasi, once i become their howe, we are officially out and open...this is the first time that I'll experience this kind of start-up in a relationship (where in some people don't know, because it is not yet time). Buti nalang my closests friends knows and my family. Of course, given that I love the person that is why i accepted it, after all, it is for temporary purposes. DAPAT LANG NAMAN TEMPORARY OR ELSE I'LL GO CRAZY. siguro nga in life, you'll experience different kind of spices...and this is a new spice in my life, a definite challenge to me...as of now i am torn with the love/hate this set-up. I'll be honest, i know i am understanding the girl that will be hurt or her situation...but how about mine? who is minding my situation? is someone thinking about how i feel or how i am hurt at times? but as my the phrase goes better to give than receive i'm am giving and understanding...because at the end...I think im going to win over everything... love conquers all right my 'mates?

Whew..sarap mag release ng thoughts na floating my mind right now...kinda good sharing it to my friends here at tabulas...

God, I hope July comes in na.... hay..


Posted by joanna at 09:16 PM | 1 shout out(s)

June 17th, 2006

Buffet Wishlist

Yes my dears..I am on a diet, but hey...I still got some cravings... well, sosy cravings that is....

- Nielsen's @ Makati Peninsula
- Spiral @ Westin Philippine Plaza
- Circles @ Makati Shang
- Market Cafe @ Hyatt

Anyone wants to suggest something so that I could add it to my list?

Well, I am hoping to achieve everything before the end of the year...well, that is...if my wallet permits it!
Posted by joanna at 08:37 PM | comments?

June 20th, 2006

A-n-o b-a-t-o?

Hum..Pam's coming home soon... pasalubong ko...yung bilin ko na stockings, and yung picture ng mga hairstyles!

Niko is currently out, well, he is one of the chosen few for ushering this "55th anniversary" of security bank. I miss him.

Kasama yung girl na kinaiinisan ko...paano naman, I really think she likes him..plus the fact na she was aminado...grr...I want to scrape her skin off her...bad girl noh? Duh. It's a girlfriend's instinct when another woman tries to flirt with your man. If my friend has a cockroach...well, I got a rat...a pretty devious rat. No, scratch that...make that a flirty, ugh, rotten rat! haha...I'm so mean. But remember, must protect your belongings at all cost. Especially your love ones...

Anyhoo..I'm so bored here at the office...oh, adding to my havaiannas addiction I bought a yellow top. Juicy! I love the color of that slipper..yum yum...

I'm planning to buy a new dress...as if I don't have enough...I want to go out with him to a place so special tapos I'm going to wear my dress...hay...tapos we are going to sit under the stars and moon...while having a candlelight dinner...

A girl can dream...

Gawd...gising!! haha....
Posted by joanna at 03:58 PM | 1 shout out(s)

funny

my dad talked to my sister about her boyfriend...ako rin daw kakausapin pero i might not listen..haha...

plus sabi ni mommy war kasi kami today ni niko...wahaha...
Posted by joanna at 08:22 PM | comments?

June 21st, 2006

The Rat is at it again.

Thank God there is tabulas wherein i could just release my inner thoughts...

the rat is at it again...

The Story:

Hindi siya nakasabay sa friend niya because iba na yung dinaanan. So she told him kung pwede sumabay where she will meet her boyfriend (apparantely they are having problems and hirap na ata si rat from adjusting for him?!!?? WTF$@$%...) well, he told me naman, I mean honestly what can he do nga? say "no"? kawawa naman si rat it was almost midnight... so ayun sumabay..hanggang kung saan sila magkikita ng boyfriend niya. God knows where yun hindi naman sinabi sa akin kung where.


Anyhoo...kakasira ng araw...ugh...

I got better things to think of, like i need to buy new pairs of shoes...

I want to get at least 2 new pairs this week! Crossing my finger!!
Posted by joanna at 08:43 AM | 1 shout out(s)

Settling

Settling (Tara Maclean)


Am I real? Am I dream?
Am I borrowed? Am I blue?
Is it just the dust of leaving you
settling?

Am I fair? Am I strong?
When I'm there, do I belong?
Is it only skin I touch
when I reach for you?

Oh, the leaves they fall,
they go so far sometimes.
Do I blame the wind
or the tree that let it go?
Or do I wave goodbye,
setting?

Do I stay? And do I fight?
Is it wrong when nothing's right?
Or is it just the closet light
I've offered you?

Oh the leaves they fall,
they go so far sometimes.
Do I blame the wind
or the tree that let it go?
Or do I wave goodbye,
settling?

So many times I needed
you to be strong for me.
But you bend beneath
the slightest breeze.
You have no leaves,
no leaves, no leaves...

Settling.
Am I real? Am I dream?
Do I stay? Do I fight?
Is it just the closet light?
Is it only skin I touch,
or is it just the dust
settling?


I'm feeling the song right now...
I don't know...
pero i just heard the song right now
Posted by joanna at 01:25 PM | comments?

the perfect guy?

26 Things That A
Perfect Guy Would Do


1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.

3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands always find yours.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smile a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally
like
to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each
others
company, even when his friends are watching.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason.

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he
loves u
that much to quit it
Posted by joanna at 02:25 PM | 2 shout out(s)

June 22nd, 2006

If I could...

meet new people, I would love to meet:

1. Nicole Kidman
2. George Clooney
3. Tony Sun
4. Nicholas Cage
5. still thinking...

Anyhoo am bored that is why I posted those stuff...

FYI: GMA 7 has this new show entitled "Pinoy Meets World" wherein (i think) the idea is that you'll meet whoever you wanted to..locally or internationally..wow! Talk about being lucky if chosen...hum...

Hum...yesterday I bought a shoe from schu...this is the picture (got one in orange since green is not available anymore...):

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Today, I bought another shoe from VNC (he also told me he like it!), here is the photo of it (i got it in white!):

..picture uploaded soon...it's taking me so looooong...

Yes, I am a shoe-addict...I love shoes..they either make or break your outfit, I choose the first one and oh..i want to buy more!!

Gotta sleep....toodles everyone...
Posted by joanna at 09:45 PM | 1 shout out(s)

June 25th, 2006

2 days

And we've been together 24/7 (for 2 days) love it!
and maybe later he'll drop by the house too...

But then I miss him already...

We went to SM and he has been eyeing this shoes...and I know he loves it so much...so i bought it for him as an advance birthday gift! haha...HAPPY ADVANCE 3-MONTHS BIRTHDAY! haha....

Darn that rain...was supposed to have lunch out but my father was then obliged to guard our bakery so there...maybe next week?

Sadly a friend of mine's dad passed away...I think we will be going to the funeral this saturday to pay our respect...the funeral is in Batangas so it's kinda far from Metro.
Posted by joanna at 10:23 AM | 3 shout out(s)

June 26th, 2006

Superman Returns

Ugh...I'll be one of the receptionist to this event that the company is holding. This Wednesday @ Rockwell Cinema 4 9pm. Good thing my honey is also one of the receptionist (hirap tlga if you are the 'model'-whaha!)

But then came along 'the rat' ...yes, she is also one of the receptionist...darn! Just the 3 of us from my department, how irritating...as if the world is not small enough...grr...

I know he will be laughing again when he read this...I know...my friends are even making fun of it, they are singing "Jealousy" to me..ugh...I HATE IT! Stop saying those words, I admit I already am so stop bugging me with it...

Anyhoo...he is absent today...sick with fever...yesterday while he was in the house he was already 'feverish' so i guess natuluyan na siya today...I want to take care of him..I want to go there nga to take care of him...

i love u hon...
drink your medicine...
drink lots of water...
rest well...
wag ka na mag PS2!! haha...

******

updated as of 1:46pm

Haha...the rat is out..siguro na isip niya she will be out of place or hindi siya makaka arte or whatever since I'll be there... (as my friend told me!) haha...

Bernice will be coming along instead haha..buti nalang....better a friend than an enemy (ngyaks!)

haha...

I can't help and stop but laugh...

harhar....
Posted by joanna at 11:18 AM | comments?

June 27th, 2006

Remember the time...

wherein you want to just approach someone directly strangle them with your both hands?

Oh yes dearies...I feel the need today.

I got so many work and yet...I am here, writing my thoughts...I just want to kick the ass of my co-worker...you know sometimes its okay to joke around...after all if that is how your personality works (which stinks - 100%) but there are times when you have to be serious about stuff and talk politely and not full of shit. (well maybe he is just full of shit - whatever!)

Ugh..I'm sick of work.. I want to be out of it... darn...
Posted by joanna at 03:25 PM | comments?

June 28th, 2006

And I am still

irritated with him (the co-worker)...so what do you do?

Ignore him...

I just want to kill him, step on him, punch him...ugh....

Posted by joanna at 08:54 AM | comments?

Superman Returhs

Am gonna watch it now, courtesy of where I am working...hope it is all worth it
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June 29th, 2006

Superman Returns Review

Amazing. I love the movie, although Brandon Routh's body while he was holding **** was exaggerated. But other than that.. he was just so DELISH!! Gawd...those eyes, the face, the jaw line, the shape of the face..sooo perfect...whew!

I was not really a Superman fan or follower, but since the movie is free and the movie is not only the talk of the town but the whole world -- why not?

We were receptionist in the said movie (oh, I even saw cherry! she was included in the previous screening!) thank God not everyone attended...the food was overflowing! We got to take home at least 6 chicken burgers (i think) and lots of booze (not beer! But i love to call it booze anyways...) and lots of popcorn! Yum...

I could go on how great and not boring the movie was but then...I might just spill some spoilers so i better shut up...all i could say is GO WATCH.

* Please be advised that Superman is also going to be shown in IMAX- on Mall of Asia, 20 minutes of full 3d special. Too bad the tickets are sold out all the way till Sunday and a few on weekdays.. I so want to watch it again in 3D!!! I want to somehow 'touch' Brandon through the 3d! haha...

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The Human Rat

Once upon a time there lived a rat...
a human rat.

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and she was flirty, crazy, ugh...totally ewww....
so when the snake saw the rat?? she loves the stinkiness and ate her.

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FYI: snakes are one of the creatures I love the most, so lets use the snake as a metaphor for me.

Nice picture? ayt?

and to make it a happy ending...
this is what happened to the rat...

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awww..isn't it nice?? and totally adorable?

Oh, mommy! I love this story...kindly read to me all over again....
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